Lately I've been asking God to make his presence known to me. I wanted a sign that he was going to be with me through my trials. I got my sign today, and I am still sitting here in awe.
I got an ultrasound of my heart for my chest pains today. I saw for myself the wonders of the humane body. As I watched my heart pumping I watched God's miracle of creation. People usually talk about this when it comes to the miracle birth and stuff like that. I just found it amazing that he created us has made the humane heart to sustain the process of life.
I was amazed that he could make something so delicate have a huge job. I never felt more precious in his sight as of that moment. He makes my heart beat just because he loves me. Despite everything I've done he's still letting my heart beat.
I then started thinking about how it relates to the relationship Christ and I have. He just helps us to keep going. He doesn't have to do all of the things that he does to let us live. He didn't have to do any of it, but he does because he loves me. In spite of everything he still helps me keep going.
All this time the sign I've been looking for has been with me all along. The grace that allows me to wake up in the morning, the the pounding in my chest that allows me to open my eyes in the morning is his way of telling me that he is there, and that he loves me no matter what.
He does it all in spite of everything......
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